things are getting alittle better. told my parents on my SA results liao luckily outcome not wad i expect they jus told me to study harder seems wierd isnt it? they seemed to be more understanding and less strict maybe we have grown up i looked thru the past entries i realised this: in the past, i hate u so much for the rumours and for no reason now, i'm beginning to miss u u used to care so much on me now u dun anymore when can i learn to forget u since there's someone else in u i've to try and help myself it's so hard to <3 smiley, i know u'll never come upon tis post or even noe u r my smiley =P. i know u r good towards me. but as wad i've said in the sms, i dun wan to hurt, i dun wan to be hurt as well. i tink it's impossible for us to be together. at the most, we can onli me veri veri good frens. both of us perphas wanted companion. but frens will work up itself nicely rite? i dun c the nid to be together. perphas i still have my fears. i'm sorry. i'm so nice to help mdm ho do the work for permutations and combinations (: